My weight is 102 kgs

I am as sad as the autumn leaves of the season, as sad as the waves of the distant ocean, as lonely as the forlorn traveler on a lonely winding road. November creeps in with its harsh and gloomy pace and so comes the birthday of that "special someone" whom I can't even wish , so is my curse: to stand alone and have a thousand wishes for HER but speak of them to none... alas Fortune hates mine heart and its desires ! :'(