1. I already explained that changing phone to basic is what I have always wanted and I have done that before when there was nothing as such in my life, only it has increased a bit.
And I would still wait for my existing phone to die.
2.No negative feelings towards the other person.
3. I haven't changed anything about me for her or won't (maybe really should but haven't), I know if she has to fall for me it needs to be the way I already am and I also tell her about my many negatives.
4. Yes, but i believe in love and this 80/90s stuff, old shool love stuff and it happened from my side, I'm not chasing her though in that way.
Btw, She's an 80/90s person as well but not for me and she believes in the same stuff but again not for me.
5. I also haven't directly proposed to her, the poem was meant as a friendship poem and I told her it's a friendship poem (it was not) but her reply was pretty clear that she isn't interested.
Also, I sent that poem very early, in just like a month of talking.
Even then I know there should be no hope and i have stopped that kind of progression.
All in all, I m agreeing and trying to stop and will.
There's absolutely no point to any of it.
The many edits because I'm still under process.