You are burnt out, I stopped playing any game for like 1-2 years, only dota 2 for like a month and that to because friends used to play it.
My burn out phase was from like 2018-2020 my GTX 970 GPU also died sometime during those years, post 2020 I have been buying and playing a lot of games, started 2020 by getting all the PS4 exclusives i'd missed on sale, also got new GPU
TLDR sh*t happens, give it some time.